so you know how the moment where i have to stop eating is still hard for me sometimes? i had a little revelation this morning...i was having breakfast - turkey bacon, 2 egg whites and half a piece of american cheese on a slice of multi-grain bread. i ate the turkey bacon first (protein first, always) and then i had a bite or two left of the sandwich. i was full. not too full, just done. normally, i have that feeling where i weighed it, and the whole thing was 5 ounces, so why can't i have it? it's mine.
this morning that wasn't really the feeling, and i felt like that was progress. i felt happy to feel done after a small, reasonable breakfast...the gift of early satiety that the surgery is best loved for. what i felt, though, was more just anxiety about how i'd account for the piece that was left over...if my breakfast was 248 calories and 23g of protein (which it was), then what do i do about the piece i was leaving over? on weight watchers, i would have just removed a point from the grand total number of points, and although i could figure that maybe 30 calories and 3 grams of protein could be shaved off, then how do i denote that in sparkpeople where i calculate my calories and protein? although the 30 or so saved calories doesn't matter much one way or the other, the protein is important to account for accurately.
just also realized a totally separate thought...i think in this instance, the bread acted as a stopper (which it can do, particularly when not toasted which this wasn't) and i actually think it falsely filled me. maybe bread shouldn't be a part of this meal, and i should just focus on the turkey bacon and egg whites.
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