i feel like i'm never in the mood for the things i'm supposed to eat. i manage to enjoy the greek yogurt and kashi in the morning, but i am never, and i mean never, in the mood for the shake at lunch. and at dinner, 4 ounces of protein and lots of vegetables feel like work. and i guess it is work, and maybe it's supposed to be. so i end up with something that's sort of like that, but probably not as strict as it should be.i feel like it's a rebellion in my mind...everything seems like a good idea when i buy it - salad ingredients, chicken, turkey, fresh fruit...and then i roll my eyes at the thought of it.
so what do i want to be eating? i don't even know. not junk. i'm not craving bad-for-me things, i'm just so unenticed by the things i should be eating, that i end up losing focus and making choices that i'd classify as "okay." that's why i'm thinking in some ways it might be best to just move toward the all-liquid phase. could be easier...less thought, less contemplation, less back and forth. i'm just tired of the back and forth.
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